10.4.04
Attended chemistry practical this morning. Our prac teacher is that pregnant, temperamental lady who speaks with a monotone. She criticized pretty well, as in, I wasnt frustrated after she corrected me (which is totally remarkable). And then she criticized Alvin because he was trying to help me with my calculations. Oops. Overall chem prac wasnt that bad i guess.
It was off to Orchard after chem prac. It was meant to be a class lunch but the usual thing happened. Only eight of us were spontaneous enough. Lunch was at a Turkish eatery but as I was reluctant to try new fare, went down to KFC and packeted food instead. Played cards with them and realised that I dont suck that badly for daidee actually. Ha! Asshole daidee is so much fun! :) Went around eating somemore after that. Bought squids from old chang kee and accompanied Weiting to Marche. Ate pizza there. I'm stuffed. Loitered around Heeren for a while, couldnt find what i wanted. Shucks. It was so relaxing to be out in town after mugging for an entire week. Woots! I'm so deprived...
Mum was at Far East's Livia with sis trying to choose a handphone pouch for me. Apparently they were only doing that because they were afraid i'd be jealous that sis bought some pouch and i didnt have anything. Geez. I've grown out of that! Anyway, Mum saw this hppouch and told sis that i'd probably like it because it was "act cool". Great. But sis disagreed and chose some girly fuzzy one and bought that instead. And then i came home from Heeren with that same act cool pouch, just that i was at a different Livia outlet. HAHA. ive just proven myself to be act cool. whatever. really thot the pouch was nice what.... :( Mum's reasoning as to why i'd like that pouch...."act cool people like dark blue". Whatever!! -__-
The goldfish in the tank stink. Yuck.
den* stepped on your garbage at
9.4.04
Been pretty moodless to blog. It's been an entire week of biology overloading and Davidson's the guilty party in question. Sleep deficiency and consequently, dark rings - to further mar the already-weathered face. Biology's sucha drag. I miss Mr Low...
Thank god for the long weekend. Ever since the new term began, life in NJ has never been easy. It's been slogging, slogging and more slogging. There's no room for taking a break in mid-week because the rest of the school's muggers simply lug you along with their momentum. You dont even get a chance to be trampled on by the stampede. That's the difference. And life in NJ has been different ever since the new term began, for another reason that is. Still unused to not having you around, the uneasiness sneaks in every now and then. The same questions keep popping up in my mind. I still wonder why you doubted me. Oh wells.
Chemistry practical make-up tomorrow morning. Argh. When I thought I could escape the drudgery of titrations with the help of a public holiday, it had to be announced in the lecture theatre that my apologies, the exit's sealed. That's what we call false hopes.
There's no life.
den* stepped on your garbage at
4.4.04
It's been a week since i updated. It's been an eventful week but somehow the things that took place, I seem to have clean forgotten them all. Honeymoon week's finally over. Proper lessons commence next week tomorrow. The timetable's as pretty as before...periods have been shifted around but at the end of the day, (literally), we still end at 5pm daily. That's like total A.R.G.H. Dad suggested that I should change class, because of Sadako. The idea sounds totally insane but then again, it has this teeny weeny appeal to it. But why should I change class because of Sadako right...? Hmmpf.
This is bad news. I've been nagging so much at Alvin about spending money. -__- And the habit is so pernicious that I'm beginning to nag at Dad like how i do for Alvin! Gosh. So sorry to them. I've got to step out of this idiotic irritable mood that I've been in lately. Even Sis is starting to detest me. Sobs.
Yash: Thanks so much dear. Both you and Daph have been so sweet to me. Miss you girls loads. -Hugs- I hope that things will turn out for the better too. And all the best for your drama and NSman too ya? take care!
Gf: Thanks so much girlfriend, for your concern and great advice. And most importantly for lending a listening ear. You've been my pillar of support for the entire time I've been feeling horrible. Love you loads. :) You're still the sweetest ever. ;)
Selection's this Wednesday. Let's hope i make it through. Even if i screw up on Wednesday, let's hope Mr Lee's kind enough to lend me his support. Sighs. All that pressure faced in my life.
den* stepped on your garbage at